can't sleep

can't eat

why do i care

Life is God's novel - Let him write it.

I am so glad I went to church this morning. It was amazing! Yesterday, i did not have a good day. Practice in the morning and ER with Bryan -don't worry he's ok- was fine. i feel asleep reading psych and bryan's call woke me up but everything after that seemed like a bad dream. I got a bad phone call, which I still don't really understand so I'm not going to talk about it here. 

I'm so tired and sick to my stomach. I could not sleep at all last night because of nightmares. It is hard to explain, but I'm trying as hard as I can not to fall apart. I just want to be stronger than him, and i guess that I really am but I could still use some hugs guys!! Well, i have got to go to work soon.

o and bryan don't think i forgot that you owe me chinese! im looking forward to it!

"God gave you a gift of 86,400 seconds today. Have you used one to say 'thank you?'" William A. Ward, author

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I Love Summer!!!! Summer has always been great: no school, no homework, lots of free time, and plenty of sunshine  but now summer means so much more to me!!!!! I love getting to see Aaron almost everyday! I love Aaron sooo much and miss him so much during the school year! I am so happy right now and just want summer to last forever!!!!!

anyways I have been pretty busy. I got a few more hours at K's so I am still working there. Aaron's brother just got married this past weekend and I went to the reception; twas fun! I have been doing pretty good trying to run everyday!

I have gotten lots of reading done. I have read The DaVinci Code, Nights in Rondanthe, That Camden Summer, Angels and Demons so far this summer.  I started reading Wuthering Heights possibly for that critical review for English.

Summer is going by so fast!!!! so i definately want to see friends! I haven't seen anyone in sooooooo long! so let's plan to do something before summer is all gone!!!!!

Happy Birthday Aaron!!!!

Yay!!! It is finally SUMMER!!!!!! I luv it!! School is done!!!! Yay!! still have to work on yearbook though! Briggs is leaving  but we get Mrs. Robinson! let's see um work has been very boring and slow! Aaron has been lots of fun! I can't wait to go swimming! It is soooooo HOT! and i think hopefully i get to have girls night soon!!! fun fun! i am about to attempt making a pie, which i have never done by myself so wish me luck! i want to do it for Aaron's B-day! Graduation yesterday was icky hot but the party had good food!!! and we have lots of leftovers! well I'm off to find out when i am visiting Benedictine College this week, to make a pie, and to go to the doctor (recheck). i know it isn't parallel! give me a break! School is OUT!!!

aaargh! is how i feel right now!

i was soooooooooo excited about tonight! mason and i were suppossed to do our HDA from speech team during intermission of the play. I was sooo excited because i really miss not being in the play. I had to quit because the schedule was impossible to work with track, work, and homework, not to mention eating, sleeping, and showering. anyways i got a chance to get on stage and perform. i searched the house and got tons of props together and even practiced my lines. mason and i didn't get to practice bc we were busy, and he wouldn't do it at track. i rushed everyone home so i could take a quick shower, get ready, and be there by six-ish, so Mason and I could practice with props for the first time. i waited a whole hour and he never showed; i was freaking out. The drama was over, and we were suppossed to go on in ten minutes. This is when i learn that he isn't coming because he is "sick". 

EXTREME DISSAPOINT kinda sums it up.  oh, and im kinda really mad!

it was soooooo hard to watch the play, knowing that i should be up there and def wanted to be!

they did a really good job though!

Taylor was awesomely French! and Steve was HILARIOUS!

well this weekend looks like it is going to suck!